Wachaaa..!!! Time flies and without realising, I have been staying in Shah Alam for about 10 months which mean I have been joining my current church here for 10 months too. Impressed with the youth here and hoping that I could be like them as well one day.And yeah, I woke up this morning and I had a day-dreaming. Flashed back all my past and compare it with what I had now, I feel JOY!!! As what HE promised, HE will never let me walk alone. HE guided me, HE opened up my eyes, HE showed me the way, the truth and the real life is. I know since I am exposed with the youths in my current church here, my faith have grows day by day. Thank you FATHER!!I walked to my study table, took my "food-of-the-day" and suddenly I remembered that I had been scheduled to share with our youths from our campus on next few weeks. Start praying for it, again ask for guidance from HIM.Well, this is not the first time doing sharing but this is the first time to share with a big group of people. I know I am not perfect but I believed that HE will guide me for this. Well, everything went smoothly when I prepared all the materials. I can feel there is a flow..It feels like, there is someone telling me what to do next and next.Done with the materials, next.. to pray for it hoping I could have the intelligence to speak in front of all and hoping that the messages can be delivered. Biggest fear ever.. Here I come again Father, I surrender it all to you. Amen.1 Peter 5:7 - "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you"
Friday, February 1, 2013
Surrender all to YOU
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Blessingssss
Thinking of doing something, but what is it?? Ggrrhhh... Don't like this kind of feeling. I just need a car and I can do what I want.
Well..something just come across my mind when I saw my friend's wedding photos in facebook. I totally have no idea how will it be if it comes to my turn. I believe every single lady expecting and wish to have a memorable and perfect wedding with their loves one. Getting all the blessing from their family and friends. Yea, blessing!!! That is the most important thing in marriage. Putting this thing into my situation, somehow I am so confuse with my own parents. I am 22 years old but up until now, they never let me to choose my own life. I just wish I can be with someone I love one day. No for this people, no for this race. Brrghh!!!! What is so wrong to be with person that come from different race from us?? I just don't understand that, seriously. Mom don't let me to be with this race,dad don't let me to be with that race. What laarr...!!
Anyhow, the day will come also one day. Anyone out there that having the similar issue like mine, just wish and hoping everything will go well babe. Listen to your heart <3 an="an" appreciate="appreciate" don="don" have="have" lost="lost" must="must" on="on" open-minded="open-minded" p="p" parents.="parents." parents="parents" t="t" their="their" those="those" to="to" trust="trust" who="who" you.="you." you="you" your="your">
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Finally!!!
Oh yeah!!! Its been years, thanks to Monica Lok. Finally I found back my blog. Guess I can start blogging again after this. Just wait and see guys!!! Exciting stories coming soon. Hahaha =P
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My lesson
well..wake up quite late dis morning n i took my bath.was planned to go for shopping to get all the ingredients needed for experiment with my dear n Steffy but before dat i washed my clothes n clean my backyard.get a blister from cleaning d backyard.huhu.
after cleaning d backyard,while waiting 4 my clothes done,i went to d dining room where steffy n my dear planning what recipe should they try today.i joined them n i gv some idea,however,i was ignore by my dear.nvm..2nd time,i told him to list down d ingredients that we going to buy but i was..only my dear knw wat he answered me dat time.giving d idea so dat it will be easier when we find thing during shopping(as wat we girl owes do,we list to make life easier) but he jz dn understand what i mean maybe.n at last,i was so pissed off n i decide not to join their team nemore.guess im abit childish here but dats me.we went for lunch n afterdat boulevard,where there Floe come n meet us.i dn talk much with them,so i just find my own things...until we went back home.i folo dear's car n steffy folo floe's car afterdat.once i reached home,i went into my room n i do my own things.never decide want to go down again until d night come actually but sudenly i heard Desmond's sound talking with dear at down stair.d voice was loud n clear.well..businessman like.im so uncomfortable with that.i login into my fb n try to get jeanette.n yeah..she's online.i asked where she is n i ask her to accompany me "jalan2",so we set a place which is at ambank satok n we plan to meet there.once after confirm d place to meet,i change my pant n catch my car key n out.drive as usual while sms,dis time txting dear to tell him to do watever he n his fren 1 as well as warn him not to enter my room.before d msg was send,my leg reach d brek panel n step on it slowly(since d traffic light shows red light).once d msg was send,i putted back my hp n i realize my leg is out of d brek n suddenly..BANG!!!crap..i jz knocked a blue land crusier n its goverment car some more.i really cannot believe that but still i have to come out from d car.Thank God d uncle dat drove d car was not aggresive,he even 1st worried bout me.i really dono what should i do that time n thank God once again dat 2 perodua man came n approach me.He suggest me wat to do n without think too much,i agreed with them.They told me to tow my car to police station n do police report in order to claim for insurance.so..wat to do.i jz folo wat they said.ergghh..waited for so long at d police station n finally my turn.i have to tell abit lies where i have to safe myself.then afterdat i was refer to an inspector.he's cool malay police,he talk much where i knw he try to cheer me up.so..hv fun talking with him.LOL.after came out from police station,my mind keep on trying to blame someone but my heart try to ignore.well..my mind keep on saying its all dear's fault.if he don't make me pissed off dis morning,everything wont be as wat had happen.but..haih.try to cover it n ignore bout it until now.erggh..tension!!now my brain is totally blur n shocked dat i cant think what should i do next.my whole body start to feel all d pain dat caused by d impact of accident.but shh...i dwn any1 2 worry.so,keep d pain silently.Oh God.i really learn my lesson today,i pray that there will be no more next time for me.
after cleaning d backyard,while waiting 4 my clothes done,i went to d dining room where steffy n my dear planning what recipe should they try today.i joined them n i gv some idea,however,i was ignore by my dear.nvm..2nd time,i told him to list down d ingredients that we going to buy but i was..only my dear knw wat he answered me dat time.giving d idea so dat it will be easier when we find thing during shopping(as wat we girl owes do,we list to make life easier) but he jz dn understand what i mean maybe.n at last,i was so pissed off n i decide not to join their team nemore.guess im abit childish here but dats me.we went for lunch n afterdat boulevard,where there Floe come n meet us.i dn talk much with them,so i just find my own things...until we went back home.i folo dear's car n steffy folo floe's car afterdat.once i reached home,i went into my room n i do my own things.never decide want to go down again until d night come actually but sudenly i heard Desmond's sound talking with dear at down stair.d voice was loud n clear.well..businessman like.im so uncomfortable with that.i login into my fb n try to get jeanette.n yeah..she's online.i asked where she is n i ask her to accompany me "jalan2",so we set a place which is at ambank satok n we plan to meet there.once after confirm d place to meet,i change my pant n catch my car key n out.drive as usual while sms,dis time txting dear to tell him to do watever he n his fren 1 as well as warn him not to enter my room.before d msg was send,my leg reach d brek panel n step on it slowly(since d traffic light shows red light).once d msg was send,i putted back my hp n i realize my leg is out of d brek n suddenly..BANG!!!crap..i jz knocked a blue land crusier n its goverment car some more.i really cannot believe that but still i have to come out from d car.Thank God d uncle dat drove d car was not aggresive,he even 1st worried bout me.i really dono what should i do that time n thank God once again dat 2 perodua man came n approach me.He suggest me wat to do n without think too much,i agreed with them.They told me to tow my car to police station n do police report in order to claim for insurance.so..wat to do.i jz folo wat they said.ergghh..waited for so long at d police station n finally my turn.i have to tell abit lies where i have to safe myself.then afterdat i was refer to an inspector.he's cool malay police,he talk much where i knw he try to cheer me up.so..hv fun talking with him.LOL.after came out from police station,my mind keep on trying to blame someone but my heart try to ignore.well..my mind keep on saying its all dear's fault.if he don't make me pissed off dis morning,everything wont be as wat had happen.but..haih.try to cover it n ignore bout it until now.erggh..tension!!now my brain is totally blur n shocked dat i cant think what should i do next.my whole body start to feel all d pain dat caused by d impact of accident.but shh...i dwn any1 2 worry.so,keep d pain silently.Oh God.i really learn my lesson today,i pray that there will be no more next time for me.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
my first time
fuhh..it had been so long i plan to start blogging n only today i can have d chance to observe and create an account for myself.cool..it's cool.well,i hope dis can be d place where i can share my stories,my thoughts and maybe..tell something that ppl never hear from me...??haha.certain ppl said me "Emo" but they actually don't know what is going on.so..i just hope thru dis blog, at least i can explain to them dat i am nt "Emo" (though they din read it) haha.orite,we stop here for nw,we'll continue again someday.see ya..=)
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